All out of sync

Another super quick message just to say sorry for not content for the next few days and also if you follow me on facebook or instagram (private accounts) I apologize for the obscene amount of depressing stuff on them. I’m currently going through a super tough  time for myself and I don’t talk to anyone so have to let it out somehow. Normal service will resume shortly. I appreciate your patience.

Thank you.

F**K YOU

Hi everyone,

Sorry for the abnormal time and post but i feel something needs to be said.

I would just like to point out this is going to be a post about me having a rant about my life so if you for one second think im searching for sympathy kindly remove yourself from my blog and please dont come back because thats not what this is.

Im sure its the way im feeling right now but ive literally had enough of being taken for a mug now.

My whole life ive never been taken seriousely, i had the whole being bullied in school and out of school,college etc. ive never reall had any proper true honest real friends that i can call on anytime because people use to spread rumours about me for no aparant reason, and because i still live in the same house from when i was born nothings really changed and i have truely had enough people taking me for a mug using me and abusing my feelings and yes it hurts and yes i feel bad about doing this but to all of you thats this applies to heres a very special one off “FUCK YOU” just for you there youve had it now bore off stop spreading silly rumours about me.

i will be something and that something will be better than you could ever dream of being.

Life isnt a race its a journey and i want to help people grow and enjoy things but currently i cant becasue of my depression, anxiety and eye condition theres days where i get really down and upset as im sure everyone probally does and im sure ill regret this post tomorrow or i wont feel as strong tomorrow/in the future but this is a start.

i will be something i will make something of myself yes i may be a little slow with things and upset all the time but thats because of whats going on in my life and i pray that one day my eyes will eventually get better so i can get back to improving myself and live a good life instead of being stuck in my house 24/7.

I know people have it so much worse of than me but thats no reason for me to not post this because as i just said life is not a race its a journey and we should all voice our feelings and opinions without others being offended and if you do get offended by something someone does or says then theres no need to be a total moron about it just voice your opinion theres no need to be all nasty etc anyway as im sure you can tell im rambling on now so i shall end it here and hope this makes some sencew at least but mark my words i will be one to watch out for once my eye condition is sorted so watch out im coming up!

 

If youve made it this far than thankyou.

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Splash

Good morning,afternoon or evening!

I hope your all having a wondeful day and everything is going well for you.

Today i would like to talk about something i tried recently for the third or so time and that is water photography.

I have had a interest in this type of photography for a while now and have tried it a few times previous but could never get it right or i was never happy with the out come. I blamed it on the fact that i dont have enough light and/or the fact i wasnt very good at it due to the fact of being very new at it and also only having the cameras flash, a warm coloured desk light and a small lense mountable ring flash.

However recently i was visiting my dad and noticed he had a small ish fish tank that wasnt currently in use so i asked to borrow it and that day i went home cleaned it out, but by this time is was quite late in the day and so i decided becasue i have trouble sleeping anyway i would use try use this to my advantage as it would give me something to think about to try help me get to sleep. So i searched through many different videos on youtube watching other peoples attempts and then whilst trying to sleep thought about how i would do it myself.

The next day i got up filled the tank with water and placed everything how i wanted, sorted out the settings on my camera for what i thought i would need and started to shoot different things such as, i have 10 lego characters that i wanted to use and at one point i also put my go pro into the water.

As you can imagine i had a fair few shots that were a total waste or did not even capture the image atall due to learning the speed and timing but after a short while of me changing things around i finally managed to capture some what i believe are really cool images.

I will share one or two of them here below although they have not yet been altered in anyway (brightness, contrast etc).

It would be greatly appreciated if you could give me some feedback on the images and let me know what you think of them and or what i should try next or look out for in the future.

Thankyou very much for taking your precious time to read today and i hope to hear from you soon weather it be in the comments or on one of the social media sites.

Also just an FYI for anyone thats interested hopefully some time in the near future i will be creating my own instagram page for memyselfandphotography, so keep an eye out for that one poping up.

Thanks again and as always if you have any questions or feedback its all greatly appreciated.

Hope you all have a great rest of the day, and remember tomorrow isnt promised so that idea you have right now… act on it and make things happen.

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I had an idea.

Good morning afternoon or evening depending on where or when your reading this.

Ive recently developed a great interest in all things timelapse and i was thinking….

How about maybe once a month i have people send in their faviourate/best timelapse to my email and ill feature my faviourate the following week explaining why i like it so much etc?

Just an idea i think it could be really cool i love sharing creative ideas and peoples amazing concepts. Now of corse this will not work without you guys and girls sending in your timelapses so have a think let me know what you think and send in your timelapses.

If you could also share either my blog or just this post about potentially sending in timelapses that would be awesome becasue the more interst we get on this the better it will be.

I want this to work and think it could be a really cool thing to do but i cant do it with out your help.

Let me know what you think?

Hope you all have a great rest of the day, and remember tomorrow isnt promised so that idea you have right now… act on it and make things happen.

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New theme.

Good morning afternoon or evening depending on where or when your reading this.

As im sure you can tell if youve been here before i have a different/new theme i am trying out, any help or feedback would be greatly appreciated. Also if anyone knows how i can add a spell check that would be awesome thankyou.

Although i struggle with things to write on here at times especially at the moment due to my eyes i struggle to see very well atall, i am still greatly enjoying my time on wordpress and i am very glad i came across this page and decided to start my very first ever blog page on here.

As ive never done anything like this before i am still learning and im sure i will still be learning in years to come however as i just said i am enjoying my time here so far and i hope to grow with this website and blog and one day become more recognised.

I would once again like to thank everyone that reads these posts as i am fully aware that it may sound a little silly but when these posts go live and my phone starts making noises notifying me that someone has liked my blog or followed me it brings a smile to my face and makes me want to do more and improve myself, so thankyou to everyone that has done that and to future people.

If you have a spare few minutes please go give my instagram a follow and as always if you have any questions or constructive critisim please either drop a comment or drop me an email.

Hope you all have a great rest of the day, and remember tomorrow isnt promised so that idea you have right now… act on it and make things happen.

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Q/A time.

Hello one and all i hope your having a lovely day.

Today i decided although i dont have many followers/readers for this blog currently, that i would offer up a potential Q/A time in the next week or so if anyone is interested in anything (within reason) about my life situation or what camera i have etc then please leave a comment below on this post or the usual drop me an email or dm on instagram (links will be below)

If this gets enough interest i may make it into a regualr thing like maybe once a month what do you think?

Personally i think for the first few i will answer them the best i can in a blog post with the potential to be filmed in the future depending on weather i can get over my anxiety and fear of being on camera, maybe thats something you guys could help me towards.

Or on the other side of things if your fed up of me talking about my personal encounters etc and are only interested in the photography side then tell me, let me know so you can help me become better.

Thankyou once again for your time, Until next time

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How do you edit yours?

Welcome back,

Super short today i just uploaded some pictures from my walk around yesturday and was thinking how i should go about editing them if atall (brightness, exposure etc), which got me thinking what software does everyone else use?

I can’t currently afford photoshop or lightroom however i have the free version of both and also have a mixture of other free editing apps for my computer but i also have a few free apps such as snapseed and vsco on my htc phone.

I Find myself wanting to add my jpeg files to dropbox then export them onto my phone and edit them on however, i am worried that this will depreciate the quality far too much as my eyes are already  making it hard enough !!

Would or even do you edit on your phone often if atall? and what software do you reccomend/use on your computers?

Any advice/guidance will be greatly appreciated just drop me a comment or send me an email. (link at the bottom of the page)

Im not very good at editing images anyway but i want to be so please dont be too harsh on my images i am trying and i will get better with time and pratice.

Thankyou for taking your time to read this and as always if you have any questions please dont hesitate to ask, also go give my instagram a little love if you have a spare few minutes.

P.s anyone know where the spell check has gone from wordpress ?

Lastly before i go…. I just want to say a huge thankyou to the small amount of people that are following me/read my blog at the moment as i know im not the best, yes i make mistakes in spelling maybe my pictures arent all that great etc but i am learning and your in the journey with me and for that i really appreciate it so thankyou.

Two final questions…

Im looking for a new theme for my wordpress can you reccomend one ?

Is there a way i can make my ‘media’ page into physical albums to first click onto to open up a certain selection of pictures?

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Getting back into the swing of things.

Hey everyone I hope your having a good day weather its morning afternoon or night.

I’m just sat in my front room waiting for some food to cook and thought I’d share my experience today.

The last few days have been really hard with depression and my eyes playing up but my wonderful girlfriend helped me through it last night and today we decided to take a walk around the lakes near my house. I reluctantly took my camera although I can’t focus of things very well that’s what auto focus is for right?

Anyway I only managed to take a few pictures due to it being so bloody cold but I took a shot on my HTC One m8 and I just had a little play with the adjustments in an app called snapseed and I really liked the image so I thought I’d share it on here.

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I hope it looks as good as I see it as again I can’t focus on things very well at the moment.

Constructive criticism is welcome and as always if you have any suggestions or questions etc please either drop me a comment or email at memyselfandphotography@outlook.com

Today I have felt slot better than I have the last few days I just hope I can make it last and really get back into photography this year and work on my anxiety so I’m not so scared all the time.

Anyway thanks for taking time out of your day to read this I really appreciate it.

Take care everyone and I’ll see you next time.

(Uploaded from my HTC)

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Let me reintroduce myself

Not entirely sure where or how to start this….

For the fear of writing another post that i do not post i shall try keep this short.

Ever since just after my 23rd birthday last year (august) i went on a little road trip/cruise to and around london for a big car show. Managed to stay up very late and didnt get home until around 8:30am the next day.

In between then and now i somehow have some kind of strange infection in my eyes it started off with an itchy eye, from there i went 100% blind for a little over a month.

As you can tell i can see alot better to what i could back then due to the fact im on here and you are reading this. 😀

Im still far from better and i havent driven my car for around 8 months now which for anyone that knows me knows how much thats sucks to me.

Somedays i can see okay and others not so good but still blurry and focusing on certain things is very hard, hence why i havent been on here nor picked my camera up to take pictures in a while which is really starting to get me down now. But as i just said i feel i can see a little better at the moment so i am going to cherish that and update my wordpress.

Sorry for the lack of images, posts etc lately i hope you understand.

I wont bother with any plugs this time round because nothing has been updated.

Thankyou for tking time to read this and i hope you have a great rest of the day.

Finally if you have any questions or constructive critisim please dont hesitate to send me an email (link below).

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